Patchwork - Intellectual

[Chorus]

I should've died earlier knowing you'd leave me empty

At least id die knowing i was loved

At least i tried my best, to accept this

And i finally, moved on

An, yeah i suffocate

And then i ruin ur day

Im trying so hard to make it where i might stay

Worried bout money, is all i can say

I miss my friends, im ashamed, im ashamed

You dont wanna talk, anymore!

What did i do to ur friend last night?

She cut her hair, said I made her cry!

I should've died earlier knowing you'd leave me empty

At least id diе knowing i was loved

At least i tried my bеst, to accept this

And i finally, moved on

Yet nothing in my head ever made it out

Stone cold, let it go, mother fucker you been!

Trespassing my mind, instead, of leaving

Why do you care, if i stay for the season?

For your selfish mother fuckin needs

Cutting, myself till i bleed

Maybe thats all it takes to make you run away, please be afraid

I should've died earlier knowing you'd leave me empty

At least id die knowing i was loved

At least i tried my best, to accept this

And i finally, moved on

I can't, I can't, I can't

Watch that, watch that, watch that

Breaking my heart on the daily, i dont think you understand

Whys it so hard to talk to me

I thought we were meant till the end

The buildings im watching keep fading

Existence is hard understand