hate myself

By Navayah

On old songs

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(Verse 1)

I say shit I don’t really mean

When my emotions take over me

How the hell could you put up with me?

But I’m not perfect, just thought you should know

And I’d say you got pretty close, got pretty close to me

(Pre-Chorus)

But I was so caught up in my own head

Guess you thought that I’d understand

When you said that you wanted it to be over

That this would be the end

(Chorus)

Oh, we didn't think this over

Fell back when the end got closer

After you just put me right through hell

I couldn't hate you more than I hatе myself

You'd always act so selfish

Had shit I nevеr dealt with

After you just put me right through hell

But I couldn't hate you more than I hate myself

(Verse 2)

And you know that I'm the worst at goodbyes

But I looked at you straight and lied

Acting like I'd be fine

And sometimes, when I care too much

I tend to shut off

So nothing can matter enough

But why would you let me keep doing that?

You could've stopped me, but

(Pre-Chorus)

I was so caught up in my own head

Guess you thought that I’d understand

When you said that you wanted it to be over

That this would be the end

(Chorus)

Oh, we didn't think this over

Fell back when the end got closer

After you just put me right through hell

I couldn't hate you more than I hate myself

You'd always act so selfish

Had shit I never dealt with

After you just put me right through hell

But I couldn't hate you more than I hate myself

(Bridge)

So off you go to hurt me again

To shut me out to try and forget

Guess I’m the one that’s fucked in the head

But maybe you’ll be happier with someone else?

So off you go to hurt me again

To shut me out to try and forget

Guess I’m the one that’s fucked in the head

But I couldn’t hate you more than I hate myself

(Outro)

Oh, we didn't think this over

Fell back when the end got closer

After you just put me right through hell

I couldn't hate you more than I hate myself