[Verse 1]

Leading by a feeling, huh

Mentally appearing, huh

I can't do no dealing, huh

End up disappearing, huh

Fucked up by some drive-by shooting while they're steering, huh

Fucked up by a dead chick, my innocence she's stealing, huh

I spent 15 years diagnosing why I'm tweaking, bruh

Lately I been cryin' to myself, no one to hear it, huh

Drinking till my guts are spilling out, but I can't feel it, nah

(Got me, got me fucked up)

Dyin in my living room

Make that shit my fucking tomb

Wifey got me blocked from all the shit that I done put her through

Get this close to death

Hopelessness is what'll get you through

Smoke a cigarette

Contemplate what all this smoke can do

[Verse 2: SAV]

Okay, now same shit, different day, got the same problems

Rolling up that backwoods doesn't ever seem to solve them

Got me spinning chambers in that .380 revolver

My mama been worried, but no, I ain't trying to call her

Lung rot, blood stop, moving in my veins

Fucking blood clot, gunshots, echo in my brain

So why the fuck not, why should I keep living here this way

When I got these bullets ready here to throw away my pain

Newports with a nightcap, bring me right back to the night that

They drop my homie and I ain't fight back

Guess I'm just a bitch, guess that I ain't really like that

Thought I had this game locked up like a bike rack

Moonwalk, told y'all that I'm bad, not like Mike Jack

Stab wounds, that boy gon' need way more than a ice pack

Why the fuck I feel like every fucking thing is my bad

Tried to live this life, I gave it everything that I had