[Hook]

A friend of mine said I changed

Fuck it , I grew

Then he asked for some change

I said , fuck it

I get no rest from my brain (yeah)

I can't sleep at night , can't sleep at night (oh oh oh ohh)

Voices in my head say I'm doomed

I don't know what the fuck I should do

[Verse 1]

I toss and I

Turn and I

Sweat and I

Might just end up sleeping with the cross tonight

If these are not the things that I

Never wanted to come across in life

My conscience is conscienceless

Contradiction contradicting

I'm the victim

But I count the blisters when I count the blessings

Like when I would picture

Mom in the kitchen

I was a kid then

It started to kick in

My poppa was tripping

I wanted to switch them

Convinced that I wasn't gone miss him

You know teenage feels , it seems bleak

The same feeling that came back this week

The darkness knows all my weak links

I see the most in my deep sleep

[Bridge]

There's way too much going on in my

In my head , in my head , in my head , in my head

Thought I was asleep but I was dead

Parasites , these voices in my-

[Hook]

A friend of mine said I changed

Fuck it , I grew

Then he asked for some change

I said , fuck it

I get no rest from my brain (yeah)

I can't sleep at night , can't sleep at night (oh oh oh ouh)

Voices in my head say I'm doomed

I don't know what the fuck I should do

[Verse 2]

All these chains (all these chains)

Dangling on me (dangling)

I am materialistic

And I will admit its got a hang-ling on me (I didn't )

I didn't really listen when the preacher said its got a strangle-ling on me (I owe my)

I owe my soul some cleansing , if it come up missing Imma put the blame on it

I don't make friends I make business partners now

Its all about what's in my pockets now

Friend make incomplete promises

I'd give them jobs before a smile

I'd get a yacht before a child

They don't really like me going wild

They just wanna hear me talk about-

[Hook]

A friend of mine said I changed

Fuck it , I grew

Then he asked for some change

I said , fuck it

I get no rest from my brain (yeah)

I can't sleep at night , can't sleep at night (oh oh oh ouh)

Voices in my head say I'm doomed

I don't know what the fuck I should do