[Chorus]

Feelin' is strange (Uh)

At least I can say that I'm tryin'

You think I'm stuck in my ways (Uh)

Just that much closer to dyin'

Harbor the hate (Uh)

But some days I never can hide it

So call it a grace if you want

That conviction just comin' in clutch

[Verse]

Uh, wake up

This is for time you don't make up

Lie to yourself just to break trust

Give an excuse, but don't take none

And nobody knows where you came from

So why don't you tell them what started this?

All of the anger that's held within

Passin' the past out like pacifists

Patiently waitin' is weighin' thin

So I'll break the ice

Was irrelevant for three years

Now I'm cuttin' ties

Everything you thought you knew about me wasn't right

'Cause every mirror lookin' at me is living different lives

And no one really knows this other side besides the one who's closest

Everybody knows you as a different person

Picture perfect

I just built perfection off of what's imperfect

That's on purpose

Takin' all this time

Finally to show what hides behind the—

And I didn't ever really want this feel

I'm runnin' out of options

Talkin' to myself is toxic

And most days I'm feelin' nauseous

Where's the passion in the process?

Problematic at its best

Letters that I never sent

Burned up with the home I left

There's so much that I've done (That I've done)

That I don't know who I become (That I don't know who I become)

Though you say that I'm loved (That I'm loved)

I always feel I'm not enough (I'm not enough, I'm not enough)

And I just don't know what to trust

The words you say, how we discuss

The way I break my feelings off

It seems so suffocatin', huh? (Huh)

[Chorus]

Feelin' is strange

At least I can say that I'm tryin'

You think I'm stuck in my ways

Just that much closer to dyin'

Harbor the hate

But some days I never can hide it

So call it a grace if you want

That conviction just comin' in clutch