[Verse]

So here I am

Back where I said I'd never be again

My heart is flying, no my heart is lying

Telling me I'm alive when I know that I'm dying

You'd look at me, and see me smile

Explaining things that won't happen for a while

But you don't know that in my mind

There's a pile of bodies, that if you'd line them up, they'd go for miles

Why do I always say the same thing?

Why do I always have the same dreams?

Why do I always use the Atlanta snare?

Why do I go for it, though I know it's not fair?

They'll call me out tomorrow

Then I'll feel like I can win

I hope I can, I want to live

But then I'll slip, guess it was hit or miss

32 left, gotta keep it going

I freestyled over it moments ago

Before the ink hit the tree and I started writing

Cause that's when something always starts fighting

I guess I should know

But when it was eleven fifty, I didn't look out the window

All today the wind didn't blow

Nothing to move my bones, nothing to move my soul

One half, less than that

Sometimes it feels like I'm not even me

Fame is a sarcophagus, and it doesn't really feel like family

I saw two today, but I've stored many more

Some of them are hanging on the walls

Some of them are lying on the floor

Which is why I don't want you knocking on my door

These head games, they are intense

I don't know what kind of test

Handle it with finesse?

Or walk up and kill it like I'm the best?

And I would but I'm not

I'm too tight like a knot

I've never won when I've fought

I guess I'm not what I thought

I need a little bit of something else

To make sure that I don't melt

Even though I know it's not about my pelf

But about the cards I been dealt

And if I play them properly

I don't wanna lose my property

I hope I'm living properly

I hope that He'll come talk to me