Released on February 2, 2018

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[Verse 1]

Yeah, Calc class, dem Cats doin' the wrong math

Me and Johnny be talkin', we finna get it poppin'

They over here and they confusing weight and mass

We ain't rollin' it but we bout to get it rockin' like

Back and forth, like I'm playing pong

You know when you play this song, you gon' hear that something wrong

Even if there's nothing wrong goin' on

So confused, so I'm holding on

My friend came into work today, I knew that he was high

He says that he needs (censored) but I know that he needs life

Now I'm looking for the storyboard like, "Where am I?"

Where do I fit into this, where do I draw the line?

I'm looking for the perfect girl, but that ain't gon' happen

Unless I give up everything that's holding me back and

Focus on my purpose rather than on my passion

I'm trying to remember why I even started rappin' like


[Chorus]

I'm so different, ya'll see the smoke screen

I'm so gifted, ya'll don't even know me

I'm still missing everything that I lost

I'm still missing everything on the cross

I'm so different, ya'll see the smoke screen

I'm so gifted, ya'll don't even know me

I'm still missing everything that I lost

I'm still missing everything on the cross


[Verse 2]

People think that I'm so brave, I'm so afraid

That they gon' find out that I'm so deranged

That they gon' find out that I haven't changed

That they gon' find out that I'm still the same

Yeah, no, but I guess it shouldn't matter

Yeah sure I love cake, but I would rather love the batter

I think I cannot climb all the rungs on this ladder

But Trey told me that we walkin', so I gotta get back at'er like

Forget the games, no it's time to work now

Everything's always been easy so it's gonna hurt now

But I'm willing to take it because I know I've heard how

You grow up a little more every time you turn down

For what? For why? I'm just tryna survive

No I know they don't get it, cause they don't see through my eyes

Holy Ghost has been teachin' me how to see through the lies:

Stay with it and I'll find a girl who can see through my disguise (yah)


[Chorus]

I'm so different, ya'll see the smoke screen

I'm so gifted, ya'll don't even know me

I'm still missing everything that I lost

I'm still missing everything on the cross

I'm so different, ya'll see the smoke screen

I'm so gifted, ya'll don't even know me

I'm still missing everything that I lost

I'm still missing everything on the cross


[Verse 3]

It's not that it's not me, just a different version

You don't know the burden that comes with makin' sure that everybody is laughing

I don't wanna be fake, but I still gotta play the part

It feels like I'm acting, so I just wanna restart

Cause they don't see what's inside, no, they just scratch the surface

They laugh at my talent, they don't understand my purpose

Yeah Seventy-Nine, no I'm just tryna stay golden

I got so much in my head, that I cannot control it

So keep it together, don't let'em know you been losing (no, no)

Make sure they would never guess that you been abusing

All the life you been giving, cause it would sure be confusing

If they ever were to realize that you've not been pursuing

The One that spoke, the One that broke; who lead with a pillar of smoke

The One who cried, the One who died, the one who then came back to life

The One that never hurries, the only One who is Worthy

The One that made my wedding ring, the One who gave me everything


[Chorus]

I'm so different, ya'll see the smoke screen

I'm so gifted, ya'll don't even know me

I'm still missing everything that I lost

I'm still missing everything on the cross

I'm so different, ya'll see the smoke screen

I'm so gifted, ya'll don't even know me

I'm still missing everything that I lost

I'm still missing everything on the cross


[Bridge]

So different

So gifted

So different

So gifted

(wooh)