Released on February 2, 2018

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[Verse 1]

I’m nervous, I been getting nervous, that I messed this all up

That I made a wrong move and now I’ve wasted my chance

I tell people that I got plans, but I don’t know

If I’ve made a mistake, if I did the wrong dance

I’ve said in all these songs that I’m going to LA

I’ve told so many people, with so much confidence

But now I think that I misunderstood, now I’m sitting here like “what is providence?”

So now I’m questioning what’s my itinerary?

Safety up north? or where Christians think it’s scary?

I wanna take the risk, and I want you to trust me

But I’m still over here trying not be lusting

Not that I have to perfect, cause that’s your job

But I wanted to chase daylight, is that so hard?

Maybe I’m right or maybe the devil’s scared of me

Either way, God, I’m just asking for clarity


[Chorus: Missy Zem]

When?

Tell me what

Tell me where

Cause I don’t know

I don’t know

Who?

Tell me how

Tell me why

Cause I don’t know

I don’t know


[Verse 2]

Look here’s the thing I don’t know what I’m doing

I just know like 792 I gotta keep moving

I tell people I got plans, but now I don’t know

If I made a mistake, thinking that I could flow

Or that I market, or that I could make the SCU

I tell myself, "You gotta quit stressing dude"

But what if all my dreams aren’t a part of the plan?

What if I’m slipping through the holes in His hands?

Oh the blasphemy, but I’d rather be honest

Than keep it hidden away and not see what is beyond it

Like God’s just saying “you need to let go

Just do what you can and stop tryna control

Everything that’s in motion cause you can’t even see it

You made Not Me, now I need you to believe it

You wonder ‘am I right? Or is the devil scared of me’

Just wait it out, Clark, I promise I’ll give you clarity”


[Chorus: Missy Zem]

When?

Tell me what

Tell me where

Cause I don’t know

I don’t know

Who?

Tell me how

Tell me why

Cause I don’t know

I don’t know