[Verse]

The difference between us is starting to show

A person that I am trying to outgrow

Keep trying and trying to find something better

These thoughts that I have will wash under the weather

Like clouds, these feelings will storm on me

Blood clots will form on me

Void in the atmosphere talkin' bout why

Why am I still getting bashed about things

From my past that I wish I could just leave behind

I just need some hugs, some love and affection

Or maybe it's all in my head, no reflection

Of anything that I was, don't want attention

From paintings I've made of myself, no prevention

“It's all in the past”

These flowers and hearts will be shattered in glass

Remembering all of those words that you told me

And yet using Twitter for nothing to scold me

The warmth in a hug is what takes me in space

Derails all my stress and takes me to a place

Some talk and some laughing is all that I need

Connection and romance, something to succeed

God, I think I’m pathetic

So much for me faking a broken aesthetic

I think about how I could be in your arms

Deflecting my flaws and seeking for your charms

Those feelings of comfort are all that I crave

I wish I had someone to make me feel brave

I needed some hugs, i needed attention

My mind in its state will leave nothing but tension

I just want affection​​