Released on April 30, 2021

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[ Intro ]

Yeah, pushing myself to the limit

Pushing myself to the limit

That’s how everything works

Pushing myself to the limit


[ Verse ]

I don’t wanna be the first, I been through a lot worst

Dedication is just my work, pushing myself to the limit, this how everything works (yeah)

Ima live with the pride that I have, going to a baseball game if I’m cheering for the Braves

Everyone knows I’m dealing with all this hate (what)

Trying to find the words that you cannot relate

Everyone telling me I’m making a mistake

I’m the only one in the group that isn’t fake (isn’t fake)

I livе for the moments to come, lеaving everything back home is just number one

Everyone wants me gone

Thinking we had a bond, I’m that frog with no friends sitting in the pond

Thinking this is fun, is not when suicidal thoughts come

Looking in the mirror when I’m pointing a gun (damn)

Wanna put myself in a position that no one has gone

When the moment comes, I won’t be here

Listen to my music, do you know what you hear

Young man letting out his emotions, spreading tears

Got stabbed in the back couple of times

Looking for the words to rhyme, rough childhood, that’s mine

Telling me to chill like everything is fine

Therapist wanna help but I’m fine

Just wanna be alone, cry

Everyone wanna help so give it a try

I’m the one that made the decisions

No one there to witness

Got a lot of actions, hard to make conversation

Your the one that wants the attention, proving a point if it’s only you

Rapping if you making lies, sitting in a courtroom with a suit and a tie

Knowing that the judge is looking at me, gotta be the good kidd, walking out with god on my side

God on my side


[ Interlude ]

Yeah, Ima have god on my side everytime, y’all already know. It’s a difficult time. I always push myself to the limits, to see I could be a better rapper. At this point, I want to make a change. I want you to change too. If your hearing this, c’mon, let’s change together. We got this, your not alone. God is alway on your side. He’s on my side too