Released on April 30, 2021

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Yeah, at a young age, people didn’t know how to be like me

Couldn’t get through my life, at the age of 14, didn’t wanna put up a fight

It wasn’t even my fault

Teacher messing with me, telling me “I wasn’t gonna succeed”

Telling me the stuff that I need, knowing that my life is hard believe (yeah)

I’m the type that wanna be a good kid but making bad decisions, couple reasons

Life wasn’t even fair for a kid like me, trying his best

Always feeling left out, it wasn’t first time that someone left from me

Had no father, my life wasn’t even bothered

At the age of 15, I was selling dope just to make a couple bucks

Wasn’t thinking about school, just having fun

Parents really didn’t know what’s going on

Solving problems if therapy wasn’t all

Living the life of a teen, it was hard for me

Could’ve dropped out, failed my life but it wasn’t right

Spending day after day thinking about my life

Knowing that could be a second chance, calling my advance

School wanna kick me out cause my behavior going off route

Mom fighting with the school so they can let me stay

I don’t wanna pay, keeping myself busy

Started making music at the age of 16, this was my therapy

Couldn’t speak to my mom about my problems, it was tough

Had to say a couple of stuff, she was like “that’s enough”

Looking at her face, tears dodging down, she couldn’t handle it

Too much for a mother knowing what her son has been going through

Suicidal thoughts wasn’t for me

Fighting my demons, hoping they can go away

At the age of 17, had to be the man since there wasn’t one around the house

Still going to school, wanna be cool

Life didn’t change me, still went to party’s, drinking alcohol like it’s fun

Until you realize what’s going on, got to a couple of fights on a Friday Night

They don’t wanna leave me alone, next morning seeing the siren lights

Living in a fantasy that’s not even real, man they telling me what’s my deal, what you trynna steal?

Living life at the age of 18, I’m legal, tough that I’m about to be official

My life change after what I have gone through (yeah)

Going to the path of God, supporting my family, it’s a blessing for me

Got me working hard, working with mainstream rappers

Working at a job, making big moves, with my music

Speaking out for the ones that couldn’t

I’m bless to be here (be here)

I don’t want to be left out, I don’t want to be left out

I don’t want to be left out, I don’t want to be left out