The Nice Guy - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

There's a lot of niggas in my DMs, shit's a list

There's a lot of times when I sit down and try forget

A lot of situations that I'm not proud of

Fighting demons tryna make amends with father

We don't get along 24/7

Went from cloud 9 to the doors of heaven

Pessimistic baby with no backbone going crazy

Is she a whore?

Is she the next best baby?

I might never find the one who makes me feel like my life has begun, mmh

I might spend my everyday regretting picking up the final pen, mmh

But fuck me right tonight and be my anaesthetic in a costume yeah, mmh

Just fuck me right tonight and be my anaesthetic in a costume yeah

Baby put your mask on

Bonis'uthando and don't front

Try to convince me I'm the one, one for you, yeah

Stay kind

Hold onto me like a lifeline

Hold onto me for a lifetime

I'm a walking trauma

I got my temper from mama

But when I'm in love I'm calmer

Been taken advantage of, now I don't know when to say "Stop"

Everybody telling me "Calm down", I say "Shove it" yeah

I'ma be wild and I'ma be mad

Life has turned me so so sad

All of these niggas have done me so bad

Still wake up everyday wishing on death

I'm tired of being patient and kind

Acting like I'm of sound mind while they stay plotting on me (Bayandisukela)

How to use me and abuse me

I smile through the bull, I'm stupid

Naïve, addicted to romance

Need therapy but can't afford it

Calm down, tu es gentil

They can't see you frown

Now you got fans you can't let 'em down

And they all look up to you now

C'est difficile, la vie change

Mais je suis mal prepare

Les autres, they don't really care

'Cause I'm supposed to be the bigger man, all the time

All the time

'Cause I'm nice