I need to find myself

Cause I done got lost in the maze

I done spent way too much time fucking bitches my head was way out of the game

I was swerving like a drunk driver

I had to stay in my lane

Old head told me be more serious nigga now I’m bout to skip to to the fame

This ain’t no politic rap

I get no bonus for that

Heard these niggas making clones in the lab

Took a peek inside the government stash

They done took my nigga X in the act

Are they theories or they stating the facts

Never know until you get where you at

My city’s missing let me fix up the map

Want the smoke like a Jul huh

Do you take me as a fool huh

Tryna fit in with the crew huh

Get smacked with the blue pump

I’ll cop a strap just to prove something

If i take a L i get my W back

Lack support like where the love at

I’m in the dale that’s where the thugs at

The worlds the paper I’m the thumbtack

Don’t need no help I’ll do it on my own

So cliche repeat it in my home

I’m low i think they tryna tap my phone

I’m lower than the place you hide ya chrome

The feds be choosing sides you know they wrong

I bottle up my anger for my songs

Survived to 21 being a pawn

I just want the squad to sing along

(Bridge)

Yeah I’m black I’m still alive

Yeah I’m black and i survived

They told me you want it go get it

I told them that’s my way of living

I told em there’s no competition

Yeah I’m my own hero and villain

The head on my shoulders tremendous (huh)

My voice on track is momentous (huh)

Flowing like this is pretentious (huh)

The coppers tryna come and pull me over nigga

I’m like mi hablo espanol (huh)

I get to kicking like Daniel aye

I came from land of the bathin apes

I let the pain in me fade away

Nigga that’s why i get faded today

I can see karma a mile away

She wiped the smile right off of my face

She made me shoot my Tim hardaway

And i wasn’t tryna ball today

I’ve been staying out of trouble like i was a convict tryna keep depression off me

Thinking to myself if i did make would these lil niggas all start gunning for me

Honestly i do not like man that I’ve become accompany of selling stories

Cloudiness inside my head i guess too many blunts but that’s a touchy territory

Beat the beat up leave it very gory

Imma blow up always say it surely

You stay broken like a damn McFlurry

They find me guilty imma kill the jury

When did this nigga go crazy

I been this way since the 80s

I been this way since they slaved me

I’ve been this way as a baby

My head ain’t clear it’s fugazy

I need a label to pay me

I know my family shamed me

I had to perry no Katy

Niggas brought guns that ain’t phase me

I ain’t gone run like I’m lazy

I heard you shine but you shady

Bitches ain’t shit cause they played me

That’s why the love in me fading

I am not Frodo no ringing

I am not Frodo no rings in here (huh)

Momma told me not to focus on bitches

Just worry bout you getting riches

Stacking that money up like they some dishes

I dirtied my shirts up til they lost the stitches

See God got ya back just like I do

Washed all my sins in the lake where I found all my idols

Up at my campus just stressing cause lately been thinking degrees don't mean nothing but I know

I am a leader I call all the shots

Team full of hotheads the heat never stops

Flow on the devil level cause I'm hot

I drop that base I'm trebling the block right

This is gon be a long night

Put that work in til the day light

Opportunities in plain sight

They only shooting cause they can't fight