I didn't eat today didn't even go outside
I think my mind is gone my arms and legs are paralyzed
And its so beautiful the earth is shining blue and white
But im inside for tonight
Cause im nothing but scum in my own reflection
And this insecurity is simply ruining expression
And if i mistake myself i lose my confidence
So when it starts to burden me remind myself that im here too
Even beyond all the nights that i can't sleep
All the memories of you just keep on playing on repeat
If i broke into your house and thеn i ripped out all your teeth
If i hurt myself some morе could i just bottom out and leave