Released on August 28, 2020

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[Intro]

No matter if everything goes

No matter if everything stays

No matter if everything grows

No matter if everything fades

Yeah

Yuh


[Verse]

There's a song that I wrote for an old flame

It's been stuck in my head this past month

I guess the younger me didn't know what love was but

After meeting you, I think I have a hunch

Back, with my head hung, soul downcast

Tears start spilling off rims of round glasses

Clouds pass; Springs turns Summer

Trading moon beam for sting of burnt thunder

We crumble away out of fear, apprehension

I pray that you see my clear intention

I thought you needed better, something I'm afraid I'll never be

While the love you express is a deep I'll never reach

I couldn't let you be with me, I can't reciprocate affection

The fact that I can' made him question

"I thought love was supposed to make you crazy?"

If I don't feel that, maybe I don't love J

Now it's so long, she moved on (On)

I guess I need to go and do the same (Same)

If it wasn't true love, I'll recover quick (Yeah)

And I probably should discover but another chick

Clicked with a couple good girls, high quality

Conversation engaging, relatable

But I recognize that none of them compares to you

And I realize to me, you’re irreplaceable (Yeah)

In addition, I was really looking for you (Cool)

Pangea: you made me feel whole

Didn’t notice how massive your impact was

Like a crater; my heart’s a black hole

But it’s too late she’s holding someone else now

Had a chance, but you’re still indecisive- bet

She asked him again, "if you want her?"

But you couldn’t bring yourself to say “yes”

‘Cause if I really loved her, I would want the best for her

Someone confident, who’d never rest for her

Someone crazy for her, who would bite every bullet

Someone who could give everything that I couldn’t

I said I didn’t want you but what I’m really saying

Is I don’t want me for you

I figure letting go will-only help you find better

And this is just the best that I could do

My heart bled when you gave me my stuff back

When I saw the heart next to his name

How I cried every night, no appetite

Lost tears, lost hope, lost weight

But let's face it: we're no longer best friends

That’s a role that you gotta give to him, you know

We don’t talk anymore, it’s understandable

So I had to write a song for the world to know

That I love you more than anyone in it

Life without you is bitter: all spinach

Pray till my knuckles white like your skin tone

I notice every white car through my window

Hope you’re standing at the door when the bell rings

I wish that I could show you all of my emotions

And I wish you were there when I’m scared, full of fear

When the doctors uncover diagnosis

I want to watch you succeed and develop

Want to lie in your arms when I’m restless

But I guess we will never be the same again

Now you’re with someone else, I am jealous (Jealous)

I write too many songs for my exes (Exes)

But I made me a promise I will die with (Die)

That the next love song that I write for a girl

Is the one who I want to spend my life with

Let that sink in

But you deserve better

All I want is you

But I won’t let you settle


[Outro]

No matter if everything goes

No matter if everything stays

No matter if everything grows

No matter if everything fades

No matter if everything flows

No matter if everything breaks

I know that my love will stay the same

Now you have two songs