Released on June 1, 2002

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[Verse 1]

It’s not yet two days later

And I can’t tell if I’m suffering

A weight has been lifted

But a new weight is coming

Which could become

Blood in brain

In turn becoming

Blood in body

I am clinging to something

As a train thunders by

The only question I had left

Has now been answered

But I must remember

This can harm nothing else

That much has been proven

Beyond doubt


[Verse 2]

Can anything be said

Out loud about this?

And it would be so loud

It would be so loud

I can’t do it here

But at moments I feel it

Has there been any change?

There is worth in too much

Do apologies enter into it?

How did doubts re-arise?

Or did they еver leave?

Pеrhaps I was pretending


[Bridge]

It would be so loud


[Verse 3]

Am I ever

Awake to life?

I struggle to see

Through my eyelids

I need to find a way

To be ashamed in front of you

To become numb to yearning

To feel guilt more than shame

Trumpets blare

At the back of my mind

And all that there is

Is in muddy half-confusion

What will become of us?

This is too much to bear

And beyond this

Everything will dissolve


[Outro]

Dissolve