[Intro]
I stay awake all night
While my fears all come to life
Tearing me up inside
[Verse 1]
I haven't slept in three days
And my fears dance around as I lay here awake and now
I try to push them away
I'd talk myself down if I knew what to say but
[Pre-Chorus]
I stay awake all night
While my fears all come to life
Tearing me up inside
[Chorus]
I stay awake all night
While my fears all come to life
Tearing me up inside
Oh, no, they say I've turned into a monster
Don't come any closer
I can be my own worst enеmy
I stay awake all night
'Cause I'm not who I used to bе
[Verse 2]
I've wandered off too far
In a facade, now I don't know how to get out
Broken and torn apart
Holding my breath like I'm sinking to the bottom
And all I want
Is to feel, is to feel anything
But lost and numb
Something real, something real
But I'm terrified
[Pre-Chorus]
I stay awake all night
While my fears all come to life
Tearing me up inside
[Chorus]
I stay awake all night
While my fears all come to life
Tearing me up inside
Oh, no, they say I've turned into a monster
Don't come any closer
I can be my own worst enemy
I stay awake all night
'Cause I'm not who I used to be
[Bridge]
I haven't slept in three days
And my fears dance around as I'm wasting away
[Chorus]
I stay awake all night
While my fears all come to life
Tearing me up inside
Oh, no, they say I've turned into a monster
Don't come any closer
I can be my own worst enemy
I stay awake all night
'Cause I'm not who I used to be
[Outro]
All I want
Is to feel, is to feel anything
But lost and numb
Something real
'Cause I'm not who I used to be