2000, i was born, can't fathom that im still alive

Outside, and i see a storm

Mixed signals, mixed signs

So tired of just hearing lies

Mostly of all of just being kind

Took advantage for the last time

Now you'll witness my state of mind

Isolated, bewildered

All because you wanna be selfish

No progression, just plain filler

Coldhearted, careless

I hate being so helpless, bitches never wanna be cherished

And now im causing some ravage, which made me a savage

And its real, its a done deal

I pull a sword with hylian shield

Slay the beat then protect my soul

All the pressure is too much to wield

Disintegrating and im molding out

Like ray gun just shot my heart

Like an old nigga feeling much doubt

Might as well move and go to the south

Messing up all of these takes, mindset feeling so taint

Drugs every single which-way, i be escaping the pain

Depression isn't a phase, mind is so spacious

I'm out of this world, and everything else is feeling so vacant

Pieces and pages, i'm going thru status

I'm living this life man, deep in the matrix