[Chorus - Einstein the Mastermind]

I've been down and out

Mentally unstable on my own route

But who are you to judge when you ain't helpin out?

I'm on the edge and that's okay 'cause soon you'll hear me cryin out

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little fucked up

I know, sometimes I'm too much

But I'm sick and tired of people tellin' me

Who I'm supposed to be

[Verse 1 - Einstein the Mastermind]

Made friends with my demons

Realized that people steady schemin'

Reachin' for the bottle, I been fiendin'

'Cause sometimes the only way that I еscape these crazy feelings

Is to lеt go for a night or two

And maybe at the bottom there's a brighter view

The world done got me questionin' the slightest moves

Or why I even give a fuck 'bout anything they tryna do

I been takin' Ls left and right

And despite all my failures

I've been holdin' on for life

But I might just say "fuck it"

And just end it all tonight

Thought it wasn't supposed to be like this

Well maybe they were right

[Bridge - Einstein the Mastermind]

All night

Starin' at the ceiling, knowin'

I'm a headcase after all

[Chorus - Einstein the Mastermind]

I've been down and out

Mentally unstable on my own route

But who are you to judge when you ain't helpin out?

I'm on the edge and that's okay 'cause soon you'll hear me cryin out

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little fucked up

I know, sometimes I'm too much

But I'm sick and tired of people tellin' me

Who I'm supposed to be

[Verse 2 - Myko Summit]

I'm barely holding it together

Ask me how I'm doin' lately, I'll say "I been better"

Memories are comin' back of things that I repressed

And there's nothin' that I can do except let myself get depressed

I'm heartbroken how the world can be so full of hate

If I think about it too long, I might contemplate escape

Suicide on my mind, not as often as before

But I've never been too far from that one-way door

I been abandoned at a truck stop

I been beaten and abused

I been critized and hated

Been belittled and accused

I been hurt in ways that I can't even fucking understand

But the worst is I let my anger turn me as bad as them, damn

[Chorus - Einstein the Mastermind]

I've been down and out

Mentally unstable on my own route

But who are you to judge when you ain't helpin out?

I'm on the edge and that's okay 'cause soon you'll hear me cryin out

I'm not crazy, I'm just a little fucked up

I know, sometimes I'm too much

But I'm sick and tired of people tellin' me

Who I'm supposed to be

[Bridge - Einstein the Mastermind]

All night

Starin' at the ceiling, knowin'

I'm a headcase after all