[Verse]

Been in the loop and in motion

Tipsy off the the pain and potion

Nipsey and pimp c in my rotation

And y’know 214 is the location

Got used to feeling alone

Adapted to my inner zone

With pen pad and microphone

It feels good to have a silent phone

No distractions, just resting at home

It’s a blue sky but a bluer world

It’s pretty on the surface but sad inside

Women insecure about themselves tryna be the “perfect girl”

So their inner confidence rots and dies

Never needed a relationship

I just livе up to my problems alone and take ownеrship

I appreciated my co workers and partnerships

Who helped craft my lyricism and authorship

The sun is out but my mind is cloudy

Full of energy on the surface but my soul is drowsy

Don’t want to ask for much but I know I’m needy

Put an emotional band aid over my heart that’s bleeding

Trying to find answers out of a Bible I’m reading

Begging for freedom and constantly pleading

For help, love and spiritual feeding

I hope you caught that last line

Before I get into my pastime

Growing up, never had no one

My mom was always on the front line

While I’m home writing punchlines

Serving food for thought like the lunch line

And she always asked how I felt and I always said “just fine.”

Never had the lollipop or cinnamon swirl

And couldn’t buy madrè clothes or shining pearls

But she had my heart from the start and I dedicate this piece of art to her

Sun can be out and my mind will rain

Overloaded with stress and pain

Blood rushing through my veins

Hoping the weather will change

Begging for freedom but trapped in my own chains

Of sin

So I ask my kin to pray for me before I repent and try again

But it never works

I always told “the world will change without you

People will lie to you and doubt you. they will accuse and talk trash about you, but you can’t let them control your weather. that won’t make you better . We can over come this together. And I wish I can fit more into this letter.”

It was a letter my mom wrote sincerely

A letter I always checked yearly

A letter I always checked when I nearly

Ended my life within the storm

Wishing I was never born

Grew up in a family that struggled with alcoholism, drug use and porn

And I didn’t know what to do anymore

The best rosè arose from the concrete they say hm?

Even my bros couldn’t even convey their concern for me

Well no matter what the weather is

It’s important to keep your head high

Keep your eyes on the prize and at the sky

Whether you broke up with your girl

And if she was malicious and a churl

Just remember there is always a Son in a blue world