Brain going 200 while the body doing 15… let’s go
I got seventeen tabs open, none of them responding
Brain throwing ideas like confetti but none of them landing
Executive dysfunction got me paralyzed in motion
Told myself I’d start at nine, now the sun going down
Racing thoughts doing burnouts in a broken transmission
Pressured speech spilling out before I finish the sentence
I hyperfixate on nonsense for twelve hours straight
Then crash harder than my motivation on a Tuesday
Dysfunctionally dysfunctional, that’s the mode I stay in
Mind moving Mach 10 while my body’s waiting
High-functioning chaos, brilliantly impaired
Beautiful disaster and nobody prepared
Dysfunctionally dysfunctional, this the card I was dealt
Running a whole kingdom with a nervous system built to melt
Rejection sensitivity hitting harder than a freight train
One dry reply and I’m convinced everything’s changed
I’ll reorganize the room at 3 a.m. with pure adrenaline
But can’t answer a simple text from a real friend
Forget where I put my keys, my wallet, my train of thought
But remember every awkward thing from 2017, no fault
I’m either full throttle, foot through the floorboard
Or completely shut down, can’t even open the Discord
This brain a Lamborghini engine dropped in a rusty Civic
Looks impressive in theory but the whole thing is a gimmick
They say “just focus” like it’s a button I can press
Meanwhile I’m fighting wars with my own consciousness
I’m not lazy, I’m wired like a circuit with too many volts
Overheating constantly, cause im running on thunderbolts
Still showing up messy, late, and overly raw
A glitch in the matrix the matrix never saw
Dysfunctionally dysfunctional, that’s the mode I stay in
Mind moving Mach 10 while my body’s waiting
High-functioning chaos, brilliantly impaired
Beautiful disaster and nobody prepared
Dysfunctionally dysfunctional, this the card I was dealt
Running a whole kingdom with a nervous system built to melt
Yeah… still spinning
Still here
Still dysfunctionally dysfunctional
Mxnic miKe