[Hook]
Some say I'd be better without you
But they don't know you like I do
Or at least the disguise I thought I knew
I can't live this time
I struggle as I lose my mind
Reminded by the things I find
Like notes and clothes you left behind
Wake me up, wake me up when all is done
I won't rise until this battle's won
My dignity's become undone
[Verse 1]
Let them bitches hate on us
Used to say they couldn't wait for us
Your friends despise me and tell you that you shouldn't trust
A nigga like me, cause all I really want is lust
That's why it's us against the world
I put you above any other girl
Of course I have my other feelings I'm human as you can see it
Just give me a chance to show more than one reason
[Hook]
[Verse 2]
But I understand where they coming from
I was that guy who always had another one
Looking at the monster I created
Now I'm tryna change my reputation
You say we never talk, I'm not up for all that debating
How did we make it this far?
They don't know about us girl, just respect the same laws
We're never in jeopardy, I'll know you love me tomorrow
We weren't like these other couples
Took more than a couple days for me to say I love you
Didn't a rush thing;
Took it slow like a loading screen
Was it necessary my any means?
This love was real right?
Or was it just a dream?
You left me looking like a horror scene
Things are never as they seem
With you apart from me, I'm missing a part of me
[Hook]
[Verse 3]
But you listened to your friends
I guess it marked the end
The end of something special hello to new beginnings
All lies, I'm tryna be optimistic
You caught the rumors and they consumed you
Told me to open my heart when I had no room to
Living right for you when you took what was left of me
Exit with the stage crew
What was I supposed to do?
I made mistakes, but never when it came to you
You be the judge of that
And girl, I'mma honor this pact
Yeah, I thought we'd never fall
Forever spinning with crystal ball
But baby girl, I had a ball
And I hate to say it, but we had it all