Released on November 20, 2020

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These days, I'm feeling so emotionless

There's a constant buzzing in my head

It's where the bees live

I can't sleep a full night anymore

I'm so tired

Tired of waiting for what's next

What's for the best?

And I don't know

Thought I saw my silver lining

But that silver lining was a razorblade

And I'm cold

I'm so cold

I don't know what to do

I don't know what to do

I'm screaming out for help

But I'm underwater

And they can't hear me

Somebody help me

Pull me up from the deep end

Cause I'm drowning

And I hate the way I feel

Every single day

I'm just a shell of a body

I'm not me anymore

You took that away

The day you said you loved me

I wanna feel again

But I don't think that's gonna happen