[Intro]

Hello

Sitting on a cloud that I built out of jello

On top a mountain I just painted yellow

[Verse 1]

Living in a house that I built out of pencils

The words from my mouth all work like a stencil

Of my mind

When I'm twisted just like a pretzel

She said that I'm rough but I dress like I'm gentle

I said enough time she'll adjust to my bed post

Subliminal sex lines, I rush life

I can't slow down like a bus might just like after tonight their won't be any more

I'm not ready for, everyday to be the same I'm for another 20 years

That's why I'll stay awake for another 20 years

I'm going up, I'm going up

I don't I think I could possibly see you from here

They're throwing up, they're throwing up

I don't think they could possibly look in a mirror

With that hate in their eyes

That is the reason I wait to arrive

That is the reason I'm late and I lie

When I haven't left my driveway but I, say that I'll make it in 5

I, know that they've made up their mind

What they want for my fait is to dive, dive

I'm already swimming through sharks, before I obey I will die

And that's why I pay em no while, they take up my style

This shit that I make up, these places I go in my mind ain't free you should pay by the mile

I'm not like anybody else if I'm stuck to the floor I'll just paint the tiles

[Hook]

I'm, going up

I'm, going up

I'm, going up

You're just a dot from here

X2

[Bridge]

Sometimes living on the surface of this earth is worse than living in a bathroom with just windows and no curtains

I can safely say that I am someone's worst because I'm determined

I've been learning, I've been working

[Verse 2]

You can't fuck with these verses

I still go to Grant Mac and fuck with these nurses

If I say that I'm stuck or I'm hurt

She'll rush me to first just like it was urgent, yeah

Comes to me first just like she's a virgin, if I said I wanted her heart

I'd instantly become a surgeon, most of my songs have purpose this time

I'm just taking off like I'm shirtless, this time

I can't call an ex out because I can't find one that is worth it, uh

I can't write a text out because I can't find one that would work

If fuck you doesn't say enough

And what's true doesn't convey much

Then leave those people behind, behind your back is the when they're courageous

What do any of us have to care for?

Floating through the halls like I'm airborne

I'm going up, I'm going up

I guess that what these girls stare for

I guess that's what I'm impaired for

I guess that's why I won't share more dedication

If reputation is equal to education then I must need intensive training

To read text books and talk about how the next test looks

At least when I walk into class you're impressed with, my entrance

Fuck it, I'm going, I'm going

[Hook]