[VERSE 1]

Musry I’m still here

When I call you it’s still weird

And I don’t wanna act like I don’t feel fear

That you don’t wanna be around me no more

We went on some trips

And that shit was a glimpse

Of the life I would live

If I let my heart pick and I didn't want

Riches and money and glamor and fame

And the shit that just drives me insane

But you never agree

You say I could have held onto you

And still focused on me

But that notion just seems way too hopeless

I’m crossing these oceans

And I don't know how I can keep us afloat if I can't hold you close

On the road it's just me all alone

When I'm home I don't know

Left me on open you read

What I wrote

I note and I just be rolling

I gotta keep going

[Bridge]

Gotta keep going

Make the most of these moments

With a hole in my chest yeah

My heart is the coldest it's hard to console it

I was devoted

I thought that I showed it

[VERSE 2]

I said you're the one

You said it was done

Alright it was fun

You said let's be friends

Nah fuck that

I'd rather say this is the end

I don't pretend

Don't make me wait

Just come at me straight

Cause I don't need bends

Call it a day

You don't wanna watch while I'm walking away

I cannot be fake

Regret there's a part that you played

But I'm always okay

The universe wants me to shock and be great

And I always obey

Without no delay

Without no complaint

Hustle and grind

Without no restraint

Tell me

What did you see in me

Phone is on dnd

I try to call

But you ain't receiving me

I guess you're asleep

I'm ballin now baby

I wish you believed in me

[Bridge]

I wish you believed in me

I'm packing up moving somewhere with a lot better scenery

I ain’t as freezin

There's so much more greenery here

I was devoted

I thought that I showed it