FREAK - Intellectual

[Verse:]

Yeah, there's something on my face I can't get off

A reminder of a time I told myself that I was fine but now I'm lost

Yeah, there's something deep within my eyes

Always growing like a cancer of my more feminine side

You don't know my name

And the mirror of my heart is not the same

It's hard to explain

But when you look into my eyes, you never see me past my face

I need my hair to go away

I'll hit my face until it's perfectly arranged

If mutilation's what you say

I'd rather be a freak than ever feel this way

There's something wrong with going outside

The thought of all those eyes upon me

Makes my stomach start to rise

Well I waited for six years to own my own fears

Pay out of pocket carry on, huh cavalier

'Cause I don't think anyone can see

How desperately I need, how desperately I need

You don't know my name

And the mirror of my heart is not the same

It's hard to explain

But when you look into my eyes, you never see me past my face

I need my hair to go away

I'll hit my face until it's perfectly arranged

If mutilation's what you say

I'd rather be a freak than ever feel this way

I need my hair to go away

I'll hit my face until it's perfectly arranged

If mutilation's what you say

I'd rather be a freak than ever feel this way