Ad Finitum - Intellectual

[Verse 1:]

This is the last thing that I think I'll ever write

I know I'm losing out on time

At sixteen I had very big dreams

And I lost them all to overthinking

All my friends are prodigies

They're never waiting up for me

The speed of sound is not enough

To outrun this black hole I'm feeding

[Verse 2:]

Starting to think you'll never go away

'Cause every time I find a way to kill you

You just wake in my head the next day

Scream out your name when you don't need me

Break my heart when you don't see me

Notify the presses of another liе you weave

[Pre-Chorus:]

Put my hand over my hеart

Salute something that I don't believe in anymore

When you go don't you say

That you never ruined me

'Cause when you come back in the Autumn

You will break me the same

[Chorus:]

I think I'm losing touch with the story

Think I'll end up drowning in the sound

Will you come to dig me out?

I think I'm watching the numbers too closely

Miss the point and I find there's no fun now

Just pack up, don't make a sound

Hit dead end and turn around

[Verse 3:]

Tell me to sit aside and bite my thumb

And when the voice inside screams ideation

You find a brand new way to make me numb

Think words aloud that I don't mean

And lose my breath when there's a scene

I can't be honest through a wall of endless apathy