nothing new - Intellectual

[Chorus]

My mind dissolving, inhaling propane

I'm nervous just to show face, realize it's okay

To be myself, I'm up late, why am I stressing

About the same things that they've said about me everytime?

(Would you ever think to love me? Of course, I do love you, isn't that how you made me?)

I can't help but feel like I'm selfish

What am I gonna do

Cause the truth of the matter is I'm after something

That's more than just us two

Focused on arguing what was said

But how you really feel is never mentioned

Guess it's for your protеction, puts it all in perspective

Gеt help is what I recommend

And I wouldn't be so pessimistic if I didn't do a thing

I might be wrong, you couldn't care less, everything was but a dream

I need some peace of mind, don't care what I couldn't be

I'll take the fall and be a memory

My mind dissolving, inhaling propane

I'm nervous just to show face, realize it's okay

To be myself, I'm up late, why am I stressing

About the same things that they've said about me everytime?

My mind dissolving, inhaling propane

I'm nervous just to show face, realize it's okay

To be myself, I'm up late, why am I stressing

About the same things that they've said about me everytime?

It's like I'm stalling, I know I want this

But it's weighing on my conscious, 'cause I put my all in

If I fuck up, do it wrong, they all dangle and flaunt it

May this be the only constant, I'm tired of the arguing but

I feel much better when I say my peace

I don't hold my tongue no more cause I found it weak

All the dumb situations I put myself in

You'd think I'd settle my differences

And I wouldn't be so pessimistic if I didn't do a thing

I might be wrong, you couldn't care less, everything was but a dream

I need some peace of mind, don't care what I couldn't be

I'll take the fall and be a memory

My mind dissolving, inhaling propane

I'm nervous just to show face, realize it's okay

To be myself, I'm up late, why am I stressing

About the same things that they've said about me everytime?