[Verse]

I'm not okay, it's not just a day

Every day I wake up I don't have shit to say

I just feel fucking numb

Like my life had begun

I've been trying for years ever since I was done

Now I feel like shit

Is it gonna be like this for the rest of my life?

I wanna end this shit

It's not fun, uh

I just wanna get out

I cannot escape, it's in my head

I cannot let out

All these fucking feelings that been trapped inside my mental

Never gentle with the way that they just fall at me

I'm feeling sentimental

With my old self

And the things I used to do

I never had a thing to prove

And if I did, it wasn't true

But now I'm here

And my ego gets a hold of me

I don't wanna work, I wanna live but I've been hopeless, see

Everything you're thinking is achievable

Even though the sun is down, my goals are never seasonal

I work hard, play hard, and never flexing any money

You look stupid and deluded, even if you think you're funny

What a shame

What a shame you had to waste the happiness you gained

Just to put yourself in pain

Fucking sickening

And I see it all the time

But I've been [?] blocking out

So I can make myself a plan

You fucking fools

You thought you had me for a second

Even though it's fucked up, I see my mental as a blessing