Do you feel this hatred

In your veins

Cause I pity the man who pushes me

Over the edge

Another day, same shit

I'm fucking over it

The most complex of minds can't even describe

I'm not a savior I'm a thief just caught in a lie

I don't deserve the praise that I don't receive

So I abuse my vice like you wouldn't believe

Alone in a room for days

It gets harder and harder to breath

I'm choking

On all my wasted days

It doesn't get better

It never gets better

I'll never get better

Never

Wasted

Wasted

Wasted

Wasted

Wasted

Wasted life

Words mean nothing

When you can't accept them

And all you understand

Are the ones inside your head

They drill it in my fucking brain saying

"Pull the fucking trigger"

You're no friend of mine I could never describe

Stuck in a fucking loop and I just wanna know why

I don't deserve the praise that I don't receive

So I abuse my vice like you wouldn't believe

Alone in my head for days

It gets harder and harder to breath

I'm choking

On all my wasted days

So alone

So wasted

I compensate for all this hate

With a smile burned on my lips