Released on December 26, 2020

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[Verse 1]

Back in the days when my teachers used to say I should look ‘em in the eye whenever we communicate

I skip to present day, yet I still act the same, but it’s now worse

Nowadays I just don’t wanna see my face

All I do is complain like on a daily basis to the point where I should begin to embrace it

Frown too much, I’ma need that facelift

Tired of this crap, everything is bullshit

Everything’s a mess, bro, talk about disorder

You’re feeling fragile whenever you’re near a mirror

I can criticizе myself more than my haters combinеd ‘cause I’m my worst enemy

The main [?], huh

This ain’t really me but a hollow shell

How can you take on the world if you can’t even face yourself?

Also [?] labeled as an introvert all about their looks but… but who you are first

And it all falls down


[Verse 2]

From your eyes to your teeth

How you sound when you speak

How you laugh awkwardly

So you feel cowardly

Hate your skin and your height and your hair and your size

You’ll never be satisfied if you always criticize

Go ahead, pick apart your own appearance

But remember this, it’s the face of your own parents

Centuries spent on a tree, generations

See your history, your self esteem, [?] than the ocean

As I reflect, I end up looking away

No, I ain’t perfect but never be ashamed

I can criticize myself more than my haters combined ‘cause I’m my worst enemy

The main [?]

Self hatred should evade

All that will lead to losing faith

Cold shoulders, I was stabbed by a fucking Ringwraith

Yeah, I shouldn’t look away and I shouldn’t be ashamed

A way to motivate, I’m gonna make a fucking change today