[Intro]

Yeah

Why did this happen to me?

Why would he do this to me?

What did i do to deserve this?

I'm just traumatized from it

And i just don't know how to cope with it

[Hook]

Spaced out, on the floor

Blunts out, from the night before

Validation, I need it more

Turn myself into a whore

I don't feel good anymore

Need to really hear it more

Love, I need to feel it more

Lust can't even heal a whore

[Verse]

I seek validation

I sadly crave it

To feel good about myself

I need to be validated

And god, I love it, but I hate it

I swear that I'll do anything

To feel validated

I just wanna feel desired

Let men fuck me 'til their tired!

Addicted to it, brain rewired

Each time i get it, blissful fire

I need help, situation is dire

Drugs, they told me to try it

No love, so I guess I'll try 'em

Others told me no, I'll defy 'em

It's funny, this all started

At ten when I got raped

Now I'm fucked for life

Ain't that shit great

So many problems, so many mistakes

I draw back to those fateful days

Even though my mind is hazy

I never forgot, I'm not crazy

Should've seen the signs, he shady

Blackout and wake up in jail, baby

Would i hurt him? yes, no maybes

All this pain has built up, it may seem

That this pain made me amazing

[Bridge]

All this fucking pain that I go through

And it almost all stems from you

I fucking hate you, I hope your child hates you

For each day you suffer, I'm thankful

[Hook]

Spaced out, on the floor

Blunts out, from the night before

Validation, I need it more

Turn myself into a whore

I don't feel good anymore

Need to really hear it more

Love, I need to feel it more

Lust can't even heal a whore