[Verse 1]

Smile and wave like everything's okay

It’s hard to say when this is all a game

With guilt and shame, I'll never be the same

Give me something else to do 'cause I’m about to go insane

The king of hearts, your favorite card to play

You win them all and break 'em in a day

It's all my fault with nothing left to gain

Take this stupid halo off so you can see through my charade

[Chorus]

Trauma, trauma

I think I'm dying inside

I don't want to be alive

Trauma, trauma

I think I hurt myself again

I don't know where to begin

Oh, trauma, trauma

I think I'm dying inside

I don't want to be alive

Trauma, trauma

I think I hurt myself again

I don’t know where to begin

[Verse 2]

You grip me tight, I told you let me go

And as I cried, the scars begin to show

With all my rage, I’m gonna take you down

To watch you beg and plead before I put you in the ground

Shut your mouth, don't play it like we’re cool

For my revenge, I'll break all of the rules

I hope you rot inside a shallow grave

This is all that you deserve, there is no need to give me praise

[Chorus]

Trauma, trauma

I think I'm dying inside

I don't want to be alive

Trauma, trauma

I think I hurt myself again

I don’t know where to begin

Oh, trauma, trauma

I think I'm dying inside

I don't want to be alive

Trauma, trauma

I think I hurt myself again

I don't know where to begin

[Instrumental Bridge]

[Chorus]

Trauma, trauma

I think I'm dying inside

I don't want to be alive

Trauma, trauma

I think I hurt myself again

I don't know where to begin

Oh, trauma, trauma

I think I'm dying inside

I don't want to be alive

Trauma, trauma

I think I hurt myself again

I don't know where to begin

I don't know where to begin