If I could turn it back, I swear

The clock would give me no resistance

I see you standing there

And now there’s no such thing as distance

It had to happen now

When the leaves turn brown

That’s always when we shed our skins

That’s always when new things begin

I swear to God, if I don’t get out of this phase

My mind is gone, my mind is gone

I swear to God, if I don’t get out of this phase

My mind is gone, my mind is gone

Can’t keep walking straight and looking back over your shoulder

Can’t keep walking straight and looking back over your shoulder

(transition)

Lil' Cam got upgraded to Cameron; I should be speaking Mandarin

So I can get more impressive

The guesses in between the lessons that we’re learning are important

So we gotta focus, love’ll be my magnum opus

Pieces of meaning I’m picking off of the ceiling

That’s the side-effect of choosing a drug without prescription

Nieces I’m meeting are looking at me for needing

That’s the side-effect of choosing a drug without conditions

No legal limit, I’ll toss it all in the skillet

Penicillin’ll feel like a second fiddle when I’m finished

Picture perfect shitter-kissers all abound and plentiful

The smitten new addition has a poof and gold spectacles

The essence of blessings is that they become improvements

And if I capture this rapture; with practice, I’m not a student

Tell me it’s tragic that all the smiles are plastic

My rebuttal is a subtle tunnel after the-

I swear to God, if I don’t get out of this phase

My mind is gone, my mind is gone

I swear to God, if I don’t get out of this phase

My mind is gone, my mind is gone

Can’t keep walking straight and looking back over your shoulder

Can’t keep walking straight and looking back over your shoulder

(transition)

After

I'm still inside you

And you’re still inside me

Pastel walls and pink colors

Lines on the outside

Lightning inside us

Bouncing on the walls and off

What gap do I fill for you other than this room

I lack the resolve to brood and you cut me way too soon

I'm not infinite, but my thoughts go on forever

Marathons lie in between my breaths, so what you waitin' on

You never love me on the outside

These fluorescent lights are the only reason we made love tonight

Just love me on the outside

These fluorescent lights are the only reason we made love tonight

And after the moment that we take each other’s breath

After it happens, when I'm scared to leave the bed

After the night where we pretend that we had slept

After the next time that it all happens again

I'll still be

I'll still be

I'll still be

I'll still be