Yea I want to dedicated this one to my mother

Miss you rested in peace forever in my heart

Dedication going out, to my mother one and only

Mother when you hold me, I feel it coming on me

How could I begin, what I never thought would end

It was me and you alone, to the end now I spend

Most of my time, measuring up in my mind trying to figure out

What that drama's all about, how can I explain

All this pain that I felt, when you left me

All alone, crazy thoughts up in my dome

No I'm not the first, and I know I'm not the last

But you was in the hearse, when I learned about the past

I know how they betrayed, and I know how they lied

But for me they got to pay, cause of you I'm here alive

Driving me insane, not to mention any names

I'll catch em on the bound, I know they're all the same

The greatest of pretenders, the ending of September

Forgive them I will not, I want them to remember

[Chorus x2]

How can I forget, those I know I won't forgive

How do you expect me to live, when I know I won't give

Any peace to the ones that betrayed you

I'm the one that felt the pain when we layed you

I got my lil sister, and got both of my brothers

We looking at one another, cause we're thinking about the other

Caught up in the pity, couldn't make it to the wake

Cause some hoe broke the rules, now he's serving for the state

What a thing to lose, while you're sitting in your blues

Put yourself up in his shoes, how we felt to hear the news

I guess I'll never know, but I send him all my love

I'm picturing his hand as I'm throwing on the white glove

And I know that my bro and his soul

Was right there with us cause I felt it in my guts

Never in my life did I think we'd get the knife

In the back by our own how they left us all alone

They neglected and shot us to the left

And then they came around when they heard about the death

But no I'm not the one I'm the evil third son

I'm Mr Lil One

Ain't not stoppin till I'm done

[Chorus]

Now props to my mother

I'll see you when I'm gone

You told me along, that one day I'd be the bomb

So right before I step, let me give all the respect

In the world to my mother, my sister, and my three brothers

And my lil baby girl, you're my world

Forever be the dad that I never in my life had

But I guess I never needed him

Cause even as a little kid, I had already defeated him

I was born and he left me all alone

Couldn't even find a motherfuckin quarter for the phone

But no excuses he ought to be ashamed

Cause only in the name, could we ever be the same

So I remain in a hostile kind of mode

Many grudges that I hold, help to keep my blood ice cold

I explode to the next episode

Motherfuck him and his drama

This one's for my mama