Released on February 17, 2024

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(Chorus)

I see myself, now I want to throw up

Forever unrelenting, never knowing when you’ll stop

Stab me in the eyes, stick a needle in my throat

I’m sinking through the floor, in the dark now I float

Grab my head, slam it right against the wall

Feel it all collapse, shards of glass in my skull

Dissect all regret, and how it left me wanting more

Cut open my emotions, send your flowers to the morgue

(Verse)

You said if I died you’d be happy

I would do it if I could

In death are we laughing?

In life we barely could

Grabbed a knife, said you’d stab me

If I were you, I think I would

I would do it in a heartbeat

I guess our fate misunderstood

(Bridge)

I think I finally know this hate for me that you owned

I see my face and I cry

I collapse as I moan

I so violently know

I can’t kill myself all alone

(Chorus)

I see myself, now I want to throw up

Forever unrelenting, never knowing when you’ll stop

Stab me in the eyes, stick a needle in my throat

I’m sinking through the floor, in the dark now I float

Grab my head, slam it right against the wall

Feel it all collapse, shards of glass in my skull

Dissect all regret, and how it left me wanting more

Cut open my emotions, send your flowers to the morgue