Unlike it

It seems so unreal to me

I don't know why I'm still the same

Feel it's all around again

Crawling slowly through my veins

Why do I

Feel so weak

I'm so unstable inside

Don't wanna look back, I'm afraid

Unable to move, love or hate

To end like the cold stone I made

I'm going blind but I have to stay here and

Wait till she wakes me again makes me know what is real

The same I felt the other day

Now the door has shut

Now everything has disappeared

And what I sed I must reap

What has become for me the past

Has caught me too fast

Living this makes me unlike

The one I thought I could be

Going on is what I need

To become again what I used to be

Why do I feel so weak