It's my own choice

Maybe not but sometimes I see

There are chances to take

Leaving good or bad things behind

Senseless emotions

It could get

Worse If you can't feel what's yours

If it was perfect again

Don't feel what's mine

If it could shine through me I'll be fine

Seconds are separated waste my time

Just let them go maybe I'll be fine

And its drowning me just for once

Will everything be better thеn?

So won't you give me choices?

Want to see oncе more through your eyes

Oh please I'm so sorry, I can't forgive myself

Oh please I'm so sorry, I tried it twice but failed again

And I see it already happened before maybe it's still the wrong time

And I see now it's for real we'd better be broken down

My mind is still pulling me back

I keep trying to push it away

Empty and silent I could do it anyway

Evaporated tears disappear in the air I will breathe in forever

We seem to be cursed and it's not enough to endeavor