y.o.u - Intellectual

I just wanna make her smile

Bear with me this could take awhile

She in a bad mood had a bad day

And she sad too she hoping that it ain’t here to stay

Like a tattoo

Get her ice cream give her that spoon make the raps smooth

Make her laugh too hoping that’s cool cause

When she happy that shit make me happy

And she got a smile that make me feel amazing can’t explain exactly What it is

But I’m in love with everything she do

Thе faces that she make down to thе laces in her shoes

The way she play it safe to how she breaking all the rules

Baby I’m in love with you

But that don’t really mean a thing if I don’t love myself

Let’s get it started what’s the difference

Once the heart is bleeding and the songs gets written

And I’ve given all I got to keep the dream from falling victim

To these vivid little thoughts that intervene and cause the distance

And I believe in that little bit of love that go a long way

Learned how to give it never knew how to receive it

Never felt like I deserved it I been searching for that feeling

It’s some wounds beneath the surface I ain’t perfect but I’m healing

And I’m holding on but slowly slipping

And if you know me then you know it’s hard to cope with this one

See I always been at war with the pieces and parts that’s broken

Found peace in her arms though I know it’s just for the moment

It’s nothing that lasts forever everything is temporary

I’m reminded driving by the cemetery

But I’m barely getting started

When they bury me they bury me an artist

Til then, I’m just out here trying to figure out what god is

If you watching while I fall apart then Pardon but it’s hard to keep the heart in

When you poking at the scars and

I don’t know how to respond

It got me focused on the flaws

I hit the road and show em off

So now the globe been getting small

But told em hold all the applause

Cause it ain’t over till the nightmares done

Until there ain’t really a need for me to write this one

Until I find the time to rest and and I can smile at my reflection

Til that part of me that died been resurrected

If I said it then I felt it

Never meant to fall in love I felt

Defenseless

Dropped defenses tried to fight it couldn’t help it

Let you all the way inside to see the wreckageFrom a world that doesn’t want me

Despite how I connected it was you that didn’t want me

And in spite of all of my efforts it was you that didn’t want me

I been Trying to make some sense of how you drew me in your story

Was it always just pretend or did I lose you in the morning

Every dream has gotta end

And All I needed was a friend

And when I held you in my arms I swear that feeling was intense

It was home Didn’t notice all your demons creeping in

And that’s the only part I really regret

Heavy be the heart that beats in the chest you know the rest

When she happy that shit make me happy

Faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes

When she happy that shit make me happy

Baby I’m in love with you

When she happy that shit make me happy

Faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes

When she happy that shit make me happy

Baby I’m in love with you

But that don’t really mean a thing if you don’t love yourself

And in the end it’s just a pattern

How you run from everyone that matters

After all been said and done

And dust been settled from the things you said and done I wonder if you’ll finally face your skeletons

And wrestle from the grasp of all of those shadows that you battle

Ain’t nothing that can save us

From the things thats bound to change us

Like the pain of how I held you in my arms and watched you slowly slip away until I stared into your eyes and saw a stranger

In the place of the person that used to love me

Immersed in a truth that’s ugly

Three little words that you used to cut me

Should’ve known another poem another broken hearted song I’m still alone feeling like I don’t belong

But I finally been connecting with myself again

Plus I got my health again

Accumulating wealth with plans to break up out this hell I’m in

And this was love that’s what it was look what it did though

Heavy be the head that’s laying on the pillow

When she happy that shit make me happy

Faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes

When she happy that shit make me happy

Baby I’m in love with you

When she happy that shit make me happy

Faces that she make down to the laces in her shoes

When she happy that shit make me happy

Baby I’m in love with you

When she happy that shit make me happy