[Verse 1]

It starts with just a thought within

A wish that rode on mellow wind

Begins and ends with “hello” and “goodbye”

I'll take a chance to see what we could be

The past in distant memory to another world

At last, I'll grasp that promised life

[Pre-Chorus]

But the high is over sooner than it began

Stay alive and sober, all a part of the plan

I arrived a soldier in a far-off land

With a four-leaf clover in this scarred right hand (You can)

Over and over, rewrite

Felt the closure with every night

So you're gonna go and let it all melt away

Into that formless storm of white?

[Chorus]

On the winds of desperation flying

For all this world to see

Though I make do all despite it, fate is hard to hide

It's always been decided for me

Numbing pain is numbing happiness

Something anyone can find

Pushing on for resolve that is mine

[Post-Chorus]

Alone

It's hopeless, though this soul can say I tried

To move forward, the lore is I must

Be void inside

[Verse 2]

Recalling all the days we met

A place that I belonged, and yet

My world was built of walls of endless height

But it was melody that set me free

"This world ain't seen the best of me"

I'm invincible, for just one moment, I can fight

[Pre-Chorus]

Not hesitant, fast-paced hot to cold

I found a present, past, future in store being sold

Unpleasant, resentment, the more you're told

Deep inside of the binds of stories of old

Burning through every page

Keep you learning to envy the stage

All the while, with a vile and discerning smile

I'm planning how I'm gonna break the cage

[Chorus]

On winds of desperation flying

For all this world to see

Though I make do all despite it, fate is hard to hide

It's always been decided for me

Numbing tears and heartache, sorrow, hate

Running endlessly through time again

Still deprived, unalive, like I've always been

[Post-Chorus]

My home

A place I'll never know until I’m satisfied

To move forward, the lore is I must

Be void inside

[Verse 3]

The soul is divided, colder inside, the dice, roll is decisive

Must have it nice, a gorgeous device, to trick and entice, it’s got a price

Playing it straight, the cards I create, a heart's nothing but dead weight

Diamonds or spades, the lies and charades, they never gonna change

Lie to myself, reject any and all help, betting all of my chips, let 'em fall to hell

Blood, sweat cannot stop the thoughts invading, "nobody’s waiting"

After all is said and done, there’s nowhere left to run

Forget the sun, rest in peace and appease the beast

Never thought I'd beg the Beats to cease

Talking head rotting I don’t gotta be whole

Don't want a dead body, don't need no soul (Take Control)

[Bridge]

Our world is turning once again

For that reason, I still sing

And we've shed so many tears by now

Though I'd never dare to change a thing

Days of laughing and crying, feeling like dying

All became a part of me

We won't have to wait for long, waiting from beyond

What more could there be?

[Pre-Chorus]

Numbing pain is numbing happiness

Something anyone can find

Pushing on, for resolve that's truly mine

[Chorus]

On the winds of desperation flying

For all this world to see

Though I make do all despite it, fate is hard to hide

I won't let it decide who I'll be

Numbing pain is numbing happiness

Though you know it’s all worth fighting for

Every means to an end is an open door

[Post-Chorus]

Your home

Is more than just a place you're never satisfied

I'll move forward toward something rewarding

By your orders, I'll never be soaring

I'm ignoring the lore 'cause I won't be void inside

[Outro]

もう戻れない

In death, I'm somehow more alive