Dig under, bury fingers

Cleave flesh, a necessary mess

Down on my knees, coming undone

In the wake of this vile intrusion

I become intravenously burdened

So I skull-fuck myself with both thumbs

Let the blood thicken, then thin, and run

Liberate my brain from its bone prison

Nails scraping residue from cranium

Spare no crumb of carnal corruption

The exchange of pain for freedom

This agony pales in comparison

To the self-destructive contagions

Feasting on my fucking subconscious

I drill deeper, no reason for relent

Unearth musclе, snap ligament

No part of me can be omittеd

From this massacre of the infected