Released on October 8, 2025

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[Verse 1]

Looking through the scope again

Digging deep into my skin

Claustrophobic, I don't know if

I can feel the medicine

Take sedatives and celebrate

Fake all my feelings anyway

Crawling through my head, you want me dead

So please just say it


[Chorus]

I'm living half a life now (Life now, life now)

I'm swallowing the pain, what's left to take?

I'm only half alive now (Live now, live now)

I'm swallowing my fate, what's left to change?


[Verse 2]

Looking through the scope again

I left a note under the skin

I'm feeling dope sick, you don't notice

Now our time is wearing thin

Paint the walls inside my room

Like the roses left for you

I'm feeling nervous, you don't deserve it


[Pre-Breakdown]

Remove the red

It's my head that you're breathing

Please just say it

I can't fucking take it


[Breakdown]

Fuck everyone and everything

Stuck needles deep inside the vein

Cut into my head, you want me dead

So please just say it


[Chorus]

I'm living half a life now (Life now, life now)

I'm swallowing the pain, what's left to take?

I'm only half alive now (Live now, live now)

I'm swallowing my fate, what's left to change?

(I'm swallowing the pain, what's left to take?)

I'm only half alive now (Live now, live now)

I'm swallowing my fate, what's left to change?


[Outro]

I'm living half a life now

I'm swallowing the pain, what's left to take?