Nah you are never going to see me

Sitting in the sun

Although you know

I tried going outside once or twice

I saw people

Exchanging words, phrases, gazes

Did not mean anything to me really

But suddenly

Something changed

About the way that

Everything worked, really

I was seeing people

Walking from below

Heaven and hell

Is just a big show

I do not know

Whether I am moving forward or backward

Do you?

All I know is

Something changed