HELL - Intellectual

I was just trying to escape

I was just trying to relate

Couldn’t even look at your face

Maybe when I’m in a better place

Instead of stuck between the walls of empty space

Where my fingers brushed against you

The memory lingers, now I can’t forget you

All the things we had to get through

Just to end right here

Sold our souls in the spell

Bittersweet farewell

We told the devil ourselves

We’re both going straight to hell

Nothing but an empty shell

Filled with a hope that time might tell

You wish me gone and I wish you well

Don’t matter cuz we’re both going straight to hell

Why you acting I’m dead to you

Will the world be different when I come to

Unconscious stuck right here

In the void of your head staring straight at the mirror, but

I don’t even see me, I can't ever change

I'm barely breathing, drifting away

To a better time

When you looked me in the eyes

Said this is the end

Go and tell all your friends

Fucked with me one time, but never again

I’m all the things that you couldn’t accept

I can’t get out of my head, I can’t just be your friend

Like every other guy you like, I’m a total fucking mess

Sometimes I want to crash my car

And maybe you’ll see me but I’ll be too far to stop

Staring at nothing, two hollow hearts

Simultaneously shattering apart

If I bring her with, will she know that... it was my choice?

(Don’t worry kid... your secret is safe with me)

(No one will ever have to know)

And what if I don’t?

(She’ll live the rest of her life hating you for what you took)

Okay... I'm gonna see her again

(Then... Welcome to Hell)