Released on November 19, 2019

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[Chorus]

I'm burning holes in the snow

Just to keep you around

Take my hand just to take me down

Let me break when I hit the ground

I just miss the taste of your mouth

Never thought that it would get old

Kissing under streetlights in the cold

I can't do this anymore

I thought you wanted me, I should've known you wanted more

Storm out the front door with nothing to live for

Fucked up and faded

Blacked out on the pavement

Draining all the love away

Are you okay


[Bridge]

Are you okay

Are you okay

Are you okay

Are you okay

Are you okay


[Verse 1]

Always in the background

Telling you to back down

Thinking 'bout the everything that we could never have now

Sometimes I wonder, but I never got to ask how

Anything would change if the person that I am now

Was me then, couldn't even see then

Trying just to breathe then, asking me to leave

I'm trying to believe you this time

Nothing ever seemed like it was quite right

Frantically spoken, the words from your mouth

Totally broken, I can't make it out

All of the reasons, too many to count

Why I cannot keep you around

If I didn't give you a reason to stay

Then tell me why I thought that we figured it out

If I didn't care about you then

Tell me why I cry when I drive by your house


[Verse 2]

No more where to run

Got venom in my lungs

Tears in my eyes and fear in my blood

This stain you left was more like a scar

I just wanna be who you are

Burnt out eyes on the floorboard

Worn out lies, struck a new chord

Take it all back to your old Ford

Said I could die right here, I could find you here

Every other day when my ghost comes here

Leaving messages for you like you did to me

Never picking up the phone even when you're free

Leaving me alone when I didn't have to be

It only mattered to me

So I'll haunt you like my memories

When you're drowning in guilt-ridden ecstasy

I hope you can handle it

When you feel the way that I did


[Chorus]

I'm burning holes in the snow

Just to keep you around

Take my hand just to take me down

Let me break when I hit the ground

I just miss the taste of your mouth

Never thought that it would get old

Kissing under streetlights in the cold

I can't do this anymore

I thought you wanted me, I should've known you wanted more

Storm out the front door with nothing to live for

Fucked up and faded

Blacked out on the pavement

Draining all the love away

Are you okay