blindsided - Intellectual

[Chorus: monikrr]

Now I'm strapped for the time to save me, I’m breaking

I found new heights so you couldn't scathe me, I'm gaining

And I still think about the sight you gave me, I’m fading

Why've you gotta turn a blind eye to drain me, I'm jaded

I think I lost sight of where the ground is

Then I got caught up in my faults and fucking found it

She said go put your money where your mouth is

But you don't get it, I'm just tryna make it steady handed

I've been falling into habits I've been pleading to break

And I've been calling because I’m fucking stuck in my ways

Well, I guess that it’s the price that I've been needing to pay

And I’ve been calling because you don't wanna see my fate

Yeah, I can't make sense of my mistakes

And I'm always tryna keep up with my pace

But I always fall back when I cull the shame

You said it yourself, you’re not playing games

And you always spit when you say my name

I was the first to make you feel this way

Now I'm your first loser 'cause I'm second place

So just fucking immolate me like you always do

You acerbate me but I still sleep sound to dreams of you

So let's fuck so I can feel like I mean shit to you

So let's fuck so I can feel like I mean sh-

Now I'm strapped for the time to save me, I'm breaking

I found new heights so u couldn't scathe me, I'm gaining

And I still think about the sight you gave me, I'm fading

Why've you gotta turn a blind eye to drain me, I'm jaded

Yeah, you always turned a blind eye

And you blamed it on your mind but I can see right through you

A-A-And I can laugh and I can cry

And you won't ever tell me why the evidence leads right to you

And I can sit here, black out then I consider

What I can do 'fore I p-pass out another line of glitter

Now I'm strapped for the time to save me, I'm breaking

I found new heights so u couldn't scathe me, I'm gaining

And I still think about the sight you gave me, I'm fading

Why've you gotta turn a blind eye to drain me, I'm jaded