Same habits

As I grow older

Stop it for me

Only makes me colder

Running, and running

I'm going in circles

It hurts on the inside

Not just my externals

I didn't do this to you

Don't you ever say that to me

Constantly

Held down, held down by me

Impatiently

Waiting to be set free

Why

Why

Can't

I

Seem to stop the urge

To inflict pain as my own punishment

Don't look

At me

And Say

That I just hurt you