[Verse 1]

I've been thinking 'bout skipping this town

Because I'm someone you don't need around

And I know it feels like love right now

But eventually I'll just let you down

Trouble follows me down every lane

Self-sabotage is my middle name

I'm a bonafide shit hurricane

And I'm terrified that I'll never change


[Pre-Chorus]

When the truth is I'm scared

You're all I wanted


[Chorus]

I've lost so many people in my life it's fucked with my head

I go and start a fight so I can lose it again

Oh why, oh why am I so terrified of letting you in?

You're thе one thing in my life

I don't want to ruin

I don't want to ruin


[Verse 2]

I've crossеd the line about a hundred times

I sober up then apologise

But these demons here, they're here for life

You're too beautiful, don't waste your time


[Pre-Chorus]

Because the truth is I'm scared

You're all I wanted


[Chorus]

I've lost so many people in my life it's fucked with my head

I go and start a fight so I can lose it again

Oh why, oh why am I so terrified of letting you in?

You're the one thing in my life

I don't want to ruin

I don't want to ruin

I don't want to ruin

I don't want to ruin


[Bridge]

Step one I was freaking out

Step two feeling better now

Step three if you stick around

I promise I'll never let you down

Step one I was freaking out

Step two feeling better now

Step three if you stick around

I promise I'll never let you down


[Chorus]

I've lost so many people in my life it's fucked with my head

I go and start a fight so I can lose it again

Oh why, oh why am I so terrified of letting you in?

You're the one thing in my life

I don't want to ruin

I don't want to ruin

I don't want to ruin

I don't want to ruin


[Outro]

Step one I was freaking out (I don't want to ruin)

Step two feeling better now (I don't want to ruin)

Step three if you stick around (I don't want to ruin)

I promise I'll never let you down

Step one I was freaking out

Step two feeling better now

Step three if you stick around

I promise I'll never let you down