[Verse 1]

I get this thing every night, where I forget to breathe

I feel like I'm singing ballads that aren't meant for me

Keep losing myself in somebody else's melodies

Try to mend everyone's heartache, but I can't heal my own

Distract myself in the sorrow so I feel less alone

It's no surprise, nowadays I barely check my phone

[Chorus]

I live my life in cycles

Cycles

Cycles

Cycles

Cycles

I live my life in cycles

Cycles

Cycles

Cycles

Cycles

[Verse 2]

I'll take what anyone gives me till I'm invincible

Then send drunk texts for drunk sex till I feel valuable

I've turned hurting myself into something so casual

Yeah

Cause I keep having this dream where I spit out all my teeth

Wake up in the cold, I'm alone with this broken heart machine

Cause lately the only person breaking my heart is me

[Chorus]

I live my life in cycles

Cycles

Cycles

Cycles

Cycles

I live my life in cycles

Cycles

Cycles

Cycles

Cycles

[Chorus]

Try to survive in cycles

Cycles

Cycles

Cycles

Cycles

I'm running blind in cycles

Cycles

Cycles

Cycles

Cycles

[Instrumental break]

[Outro]

Sometimes I genuinely think I might be losing my mind

It's like I thought by like running away and carving out this big fucking grand meaning for myself; that eventually I could make it all make sense, but- The more I run down that road the more I realize I'm just repeating the same patterns over and over again

I pick up my phone, I put it back down again

I miss my friends all the time, and I still never call them and-

It's the same movie with the same storyline, but I keep hoping for a different ending each time I play it over