I see you in my dreams

Your ugly fucking smile haunts me

This is my final note to you

God I wish I never met you

As the days are tarnished

Tonight has never Felt so cold

As I felt so above but I'm so below

Cut off my tongue

Degrade me behind doors

You tortured me

As I cried out for no more

Drowning and loathing

Forced fed your apathy

This clearly made you happy

You pointed out my faults

(Here's my final note)

We've all made mistakes

Is this your claim to fame?

Placed burdens on my name

Pleasе don't act like you're innocent

Thеy left me behind

Left for fucking dead

Relapsing a thousand times

Until I couldn't hear your voice again

Daunting on to stay in existence

Finding no peace in this drowse

Consuming nothing but self hate

This is where I'll find solace now

If you find me through the mist

You'll find the cold hard truth

Of the trauma I now live with

But you won't believe

You will fail to see

You're not this golden icon

You make yourself out to be

I wish no i'll will

Goodnight and farewell